He wasn't?

Been listening to Avril Levigne's "He wasn't" lately.

Here's the lyris:
There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

This is where I start to bite my nails.
Up in my room and when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.
Na na na na na.

#Had this major crush on a guy lately, it's just terrible. He has the "he's just not that into you "(famous line from Sex and the City,Season 6) attitude towards me. Actually i realized that a long time ago, but I just couldn't accept the fact and try to reason my way out of the whole truth. Being near him just makes me crazy, one minute i could be really down, seconds later I'd be in cloud nine! To think that I'd actually let him do this to me! Is he really the one, or just simply wasn't? Time will tell........#