Paradise Live in Malaysia ft. Guy Sebastian @ Glad Tidings, PJ-- 30/10/2005

Too hot to handle! Can you feel the temperature rising?

Pretty maids all in a row.

Vasan...too hot to handle!! Couldn't agree more

Dear~~~~

Sabahans!!

Vanessa, my very nice n caring housemate.

Sheena*Luv ur hair!Definitely worth every cent of it.*

Ken

Jeremy

JoEn, Me n Sheena.

IMU ppl who went 4 d concert.

Post concert "mamak" at A&W, Tidal Wave, yum!!

Can't believe he actually used my lip balm!!

Jeremy with my denim jacket.What's with guy and cross-dressing?First Justin now Jeremy?!?!

Rahman---At Ken's place.

Trip to Melaka-- 29/10/2005

New shades from TopShop.Shaun's Mercedes......
Satay celup!! Yum!!!Me n Natzumi, Fulltank Cafe.... night life in Melacca is pathetic :(
Durian Chendol anyone? Forgot d shop name, it's in Jonker Street.
Shaun and Natzumi.
Da sleepy and grumpy driver who wouldn't let me drive back to Bukit Jalil.....
# The trip down to melacca's been great!! Can't wait to go again...#

Staring At the Sun

Silhouette

Staring at the Sun-- Was walking to uni this morning while listening to Rooster's Staring at the Sun, the warmth of the sun on my face and the partial blinding effect inspired me to capture the moment.

Blue sky n clouds--reminds me of cotton candy....

Staring at the Sun-- Rooster

Daylight on my shoulder

Makes me feel alive

You kept me standing in your shadow

And it's a cold cold place to hide

I'm running away from this messed up place

I'm breaking free, yeah yeah

I'm tired of staring at the sun

Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see

Stealing every breath I breathe

You push me into overdrive

And I don't need this kind of light coz now

I'm done

You took everything while I was staring at the sun

I know you won't leave me

But just turn and walk away

I'm tired of when you kick me around

Trying to kill my dreams and break me down

But I won't hang around

I'm running away from this messed up place

I'm breaking free, yeah yeah

I'm tired of staring at the sun

Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see

Stealing every breath I breathe

You push me into overdrive

And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done

You took everything while I was staring at the sun

I was staring at the sun

Daylight on my shoulderI know its time to run

Yes I know its time to runI'm tired of staring at the sun

Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't seeStealing every breath I breathe (stealing every breath I breathe)

You push me into overdrive

And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done

You took everything while I was staring at the sun

Yeah, yeah staring at the sun

You took everything while I was staring at the sun

Don't Call Me Baby-Madison Avenue

You and me, we have an opportunity

And we could make it something really cool

But you, you think I'm not that kind of girl

I'm here to tell you baby, I know how to rock your world

Don't think that I'm not strong

I'm the one to take you on

Don't underestimate me boy

I'll make you sorry you were born

You don't know me

The way you really should

You sure misunderstood

Don't call me baby

You got some nerve, and baby that'll never do

You know I don't belong t o you

It's time you knew I'm not your baby

I belong to me, so

Don't call me baby

Behind my smile is my IQ

I must admit, this does not sit, with the likes of you

You're really sweet

Mmm, you're really nice

But didn't mama ever tell you not to play with fire?

*sigh*Men.... When they're lonely and horny, in comes all the sweet talking. When they're not into you, they wouldn't even f*cking care where the hell you are!

Msg #1: Hi, baby. How are you? I'm in JB, very boring!
Msg#2: Yup. Who else? Working la babe. Me alone then here like jungle, dunno where to go.
Msg#3: That's pretty good. Why don't you come down to JB to have dinner with me? It's so boring here :(

Those are the messages that I got from the engineer( who already has a gf). When I got them, all I feel is just all these goosebumps on my skin. I feel--used. Do I only cross his mind when he's desperate and lonely? So that would make me..what? A call girl? Someone who you can just call baby when you're lonely and horny? Even phone sex cost money "baby"! For your information buster, you'd need to do a little more than that.
Well actually, there's nothing much that he can do anyway. He's attached, and I'm just not interested. The probability of me sleeping with him few months ago: 70%; now 0%. Sleeping with him now would only make me a whore! Haha... I've nothing more to say, I rest my case! To think that I once thought that he's a nice guy!