wAitinG fOr the zSa ZsA zSu...

"Some people are settling down, some people are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies." -Carrie Bradshaw, SATC Season 5--I Love a Charade

Have you ever felt the zsa zsa zsu before? That feeling of butterflies in your stomach when you see that someone special. How your heart would skip a beat when your phone rings, and smile to see that it was that someone who called? The way you gaze into his eyes and feel nothing but lost? The tinkle down your spine when he holds your hand? How you'd laugh when he grins and hugs you?

Forgive me for being all lovey-dovey. Couldn't help it. I miss the zsa zsa zsu I had not long ago....

Sex and The City with a twist--Matrix style

sex_and_the_city_matrix

Justin Timberlake- SexyBack

Justin Timberlake - SexyBack


I'm bringin' sexy back
Them other boys they don't know how to act
I think it's special... what's behind your back
So turn around and and I'll pick up the slack

-Bridge-

Dirty Babe
You see these shackles baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way

( take it to the chorus)

-Chorus-

Come here girl, go head be gone with it
Come to the back, go head be gone with it VIP, drinks on me
Lemme see what you're twerking with
Look at those hips
Make me smile
Go 'head child and get your sexy on

I'm bringin' sexy back
Them other fuckers don't know how to act
Girl let me make up for all the things you lack
Because you're burning up I got to get it fast

(Take it to the bridge)

( take it to the chorus)

I'm bringin' sexy back
you mother fuckers watch how I attack
If that's your girl, baby watch your back

All I need is...

When you said you felt guilty of not giving me anything for spending 3 days with you. It sounded wrong. But I didn’t have the courage to confront you. I’m just afraid to hear things that I would never ever wish to hear. I was stressing that I never expected anything from you but that long pause over the phone told me you didn’t believe me. Truth is, I am expecting something, but I wasn’t sure what I wanted. Hence, I lied. And you knew that all along. Guess I was never good a lying. And yes, you were right, I was a fool. Your fool.


A few sleepless nights, I finally have the answer…


All I need from you is only a few minutes of your time, to stop and think of me, to show me a little care and concern. Let me have a little place in your heart, just for that little moment. I don’t need commitment. Neither do I need you to say forever. Nor am I ever expecting you to say I do. All I ask of you is only to let me play a fraction of a teeny tiny role in your life. Don’t let me be just a passerby in your life. Is that just too much to ask of you?

A moment of solitude......

Spontaneity

I’m not the kind of person who would just go wherever the wind may take me (ok, that’s corny but only for today. *LoL*.) Everything requires planning. Not in minute nitty-gritty detail with an hourly schedule which has to be stuck to completely, but at least a rough idea on how it’s gonna be. Was completely caught off guard when I was invited to a trip to Malacca. It was supposedly a day trip but turned out into a 2 days 1 night thingy. But I had to say, of all the 4 times I’ve been to Malacca, this is the best. I guess spontaneity isn’t so bad afterall. I’ve always loved Malacca- a city rich in culture and heritage.

We arrived in Malacca around 3pm. Headed to St. Paul’s Church, then the Stadthuys and finally the Christ Church. We then walked to Jonker street and had my favourite Durian Cendol! Yum…

The infamous calorie loaded Durian Cendol. Sinfully delicious~~

Nothing beats a nice cold Durian Cendol on a hot lazy saturday afternoon.

Whoa boy! This horse works for the Tourist Police of Malacca.

Clear Blue Skies in Malacca.

Stopped by the Maritime Museum before heading off to someplace else. We were puzzled when the lady at the ticket counter handed us our tickets and plastic bags. Any idea what’s it for? Well, turns out that you’d need to go barefoot in the museum. And to prevent other people from wearing your Manolos by “accident”, the solution is to bag them and take them with you. *LoL* Fact is, the reason behind this I speculated was due to the fact that the floorboards were made of wood, and by going barefoot, it wouldn’t be scratched and hence help them save up on maintenance fees. Honey, you only pay RM3 for entrance. What more do you expect?

Headed to Mahkota Parade for a movie but tickets for Pirates of The Caribbean was sold out. Damn~ so wanted to watch that. Shopped for clothes and some toiletries instead. Finally embarked on the journey of looking for a nice cozy hotel to stay over for the night. We found a chic and posh little hotel near Mahkota Parade—Seri Costa. Rm175 for a twin sharing room. Not too bad. Fine clean lines, lots of wood and loved the mosaic tiles of the bathroom.

Went to Jonker street again for dinner and the night market. Settled down for the rest of the night in a nice pub with a fantastic view of Sungai Melaka complete with red-green-blue light show. Absolutely horrible and a complete waste of tax-payers’ moolah I’d say. I drove back to the hotel.

Not an early riser but my stomach pH level is just killing me. Ran down to the hotel cafe for a nice breakfast. Durian cendol again before saying goodbye to Malacca. Had a wonderful time.

Fresh and fully recharged. Ready to take on the EOP exam next friday. BRING IT ON!

who knew??

I guess sometimes life is just full of surprises. My life took a turn and ended up with someone I would never forget for the rest of my life.
I love the way your hand reaches out to hold mine, the way you make me laugh, the silly joke about the little boy at the wedding that you told me, the time when you held me real tight in your arms when I reached out for you…. I’ll never ever forget those moments. For once, I felt safe. Yes, I’m in safe hands, as you’ve always said *laughs*.
Two complete strangers in two completely different worlds. Anything and everything would require a leap of faith for the both of us. For once I feel afraid. The uncertainties are unbearable. You told me to be strong and face it, I can’t. Forgive me. I must run away. I must leave before I sink any deeper. Neither here nor there. What’s left for us? I ask myself. Nothing. And you knew that too. I turned around and took one last look at you. Capturing the moment, I know that would be the last time I’ll see you.

“If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew…”