Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me.

"Fuck me badly once, shame on you. Fuck me badly twice, shame on me"- Samantha Jones

Me

"The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous. " -Carrie Bradshaw

The me that I love:

1) wild and crazy at times [hmm... most of the time]

2) my bible= fashion magazines

3) very particular about style and fashion

4) loves shopping [denies being a shopaholic]

5) a sucker for dresses [has a total of 10 dresses in my closet which adds up to about RM 2000++….so that’s where all my money went]

6) temptress wannabe

7) Average everyday INSANE psycho supergoddess

8) loves and pampers myself a wee bit too much [tends to go overboard with the shopping and occasional binging ….]

9) inspired by Carrie Bradshaw on relationships and Samantha Jones on sex

10) passionate about men

11) strikes Jenny pose

12) walks Jenny gait

13) flirts occasionally

14) ex-smoker [proud to say that I’ve quit smoking!]

15) an avid clubber [enjoys it more if I didn’t have to pay for my drinks]

16) has keen interest in dancing [currently learning Salsa]

17) loves SEX AND THE CITY

18) has broad musical taste [it all depends on my mood, current fave song: It Ends Tonight- All American Rejects]

19) sleeps a lot [takes cat naps frequently]

20) strong and independent

21) moody at times
22) "eats" 3-4 lipbalms in a year

23) partial health freak [eats organic vegetables!]

24) pops pills [vitamin supplements]

25) spends a lot on facial products [current fave brand: ORIGINS]

For JoEn

How can I think I'm standing strong?

Yet feel the air beneath my feet.

How can happiness feel so wrong?

How can misery feel so sweet?

How can you let me watch you sleep?

Then break my dreams the way you do.

How can I have got in so deep?

Why did i fall in love with you?

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been.

Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen.

This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known.

I was never crazy on my own.

And now I know

That there's a link between the two,

Being close to craziness, and being close to you

How can you let me fall apart?

Then break my fall with lovin lies.

It's so easy to break a heart,

It's so easy to close your eyes.

How can you treat me like a child?

Yet like a child I yearn for you.

How can anyone feel so wild?

How ca anyone feel so blue?

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been.

Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen.

This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known.

I was never crazy on my own.

And now I know

That there's a link between the two,

Being close to craziness, and being close to you

And being close to you

And being close to you

Katie Melua- The Closest Thing To Crazy

Engineer

Was out on a dinner date with an engineer last night. It was the first date i ever had in ages! Well, ever since Whale #1.

I can't believe such kind of guys still exist! He was a "true" gentleman ( i'm reserving the title just in case it was just to impress me), behold, a list of things he did:
1) apologize over and over again for being late
2) told me not to help him save money [ i.e. I can really choose any restaurants I like even if it'll cost him a fortune. But i didn't :) ]
3) opened the door of the car for me and helped me closed it [ I have to applaud him for that, how many guys would actually do that? Even though I could actually do it myself since my MSK system is perfectly fine. I would grade him for effort.]
4) held the door for me
5) offered to carry my Burberry bag [ Even though it didn't look thaaat heavy, but I really have to praise him for the courage. Guys are actually embarassed to be seen carrying a ladies handbag. Ok, so maybe because mine was a Burberry bag.]
6) commented on my shoes [ said it was really high]
7) sent me back home and walked me to my apartment
8) did not take any sorts of advantage
9) made me laugh

Come to think of it, it's pretty odd. There were no chemistry. It just feels like I'm just one of his clients and he's just there to entertain me. He's changed in someway. The feelings are different, compared to last year. I think that's that for him.

RUSH

Went clubbing with my friends last Friday. Was only told that we're going to Rush( Eastin Hotel, PJ) after we got to our friend's place in Setapak, which is a 30min drive from Bukit Jalil. RUSH Opening Hours: Opens daily from 5pm to 2am on weekdays and 5pm to 3am on Friday and Saturday

Got there around 11.30pm. There were about 20 of us, so we opened 3 bottles of Chivas Regal 12 (Whisky), the bill was a total of about RM1000++. No idea how much the cover charge is but I think it would be around RM40. I miss ladies night---the days when I wouldn't need to pay for my own drinks. But it was still ok. 3 bottles of Chivas is a lot! I had around 6-7 glasses of Chivas+Coke. Which is a really bad idea. Skipped dinner that night, so the rate of absorption was ultra-quick. Was a bit tipsy after 3 drinks (only).

The place is not bad. The interior deco is nice, a bit retro. The crowd's mostly chinese, most of the men are ok looking, the chicks are hot too! The band wasn't that good. The DJ takes over the place at around 12midnight. [ I love the DJ! In fact, I love all DJs! He was really good looking! But didn't feel like screwing around that night :) ]

I had a great time at RUSH.

RUSH gets 7.5 out of 10 (The DJ's good looking though, but he's not spinning my fave songs. And frankly speaking the band sux!)

Still single

Found this somewhere on the net:
1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's ourjob to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature intosomething you'd like to have dinner with."

The funny thing about life is that I’ve actually met all 11 types of men. I’ve finally realized that my pretty dresses are monster magnets, they all attract the wrong type of men, men who are just out for fun, out for sex and even straying men!
*Note to self: Try wearing the dresses inside out to attract the correct type of men.*

April 5th

Your Birthdate: April 5

With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility

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